Rabbi Gabi Kaltmann and his Zaida (grandfather),Joseph Kaltmann.
The bittersweet nature of survival was ever present in my childhood. In Ashkenazic Jewish tradition one does not name after people who die young,deeming it bad luck,which means not one of his tens of grandchildren was named after his brother and sister who were murdered. It’s what Zaida wanted,but I’m sure,on some level,it was devastating not to be able to perpetuate their memories in the most tangible way on earth.
I once asked Zaida,“What colour were Renee’s eyes?” I was in primary school and was completing a research project on the Holocaust. I still remember as Zaida’s big blue eyes,shared by so many of my siblings,thought through my question carefully,before responding with tears in his eyes “I don’t remember.” My grandfather never complained about the hand he had been dealt,but I know he made a point of extolling his gratitude to Australia.
“This is the Goldene Medina” he would say,using a Yiddish expression describing Australia as the ‘golden country’. No matter how many decades he lived here,Zaida certainly didn’t take for granted the ability to openly practice Judaism in peace and serenity with his neighbours. My grandmother,Shulamit,may she be blessed with a long life,was a calming balm for Zaida. She grew up in the orchards of Shepparton and was born in Australia to a Jewish family that had left Russia.
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The contrast between them due to their childhoods was stark. Zaida was the survivor of six concentration camps and unable to sleep at night always jumping at small sounds. But Bubba,having grown up here,far from the rages of war and tragedy,was cool-headed and calm,humming softly to herself as she spent hours caring for her plants and fruit trees. Once a country girl,always a country girl.
Australia has always been seen as a haven for Jewish people. One of the reasons so many Holocaust survivors settled here is because it was seen as the furthest place possible away from the atrocities of Europe. They were largely right. For decades Jewish people have flourished and prospered here.
But of late,I wonder what my grandfather would have thought about the unsettling feeling that is besetting many Jewish people in Australia.